The Author on Her Work
Anya, like so many of my novels, began with a chance remark made by an
older woman whom I thought I had come to know quite well. One day, she
mentioned "the camps," and I knew at once that she was not referring to a
summer camp. Still, I was reluctant to believe that she had, indeed, been in
a Nazi labor camp; she had no number tattooed on her arm, and in those days,
I was naive enough to believe that anyone in one of the camps would have had
such a number. When I finally did begin to ask questions, I waswhat
would be the word?amazed, stunned, humiliatedto discover that my
proximity to such drastic and terrible experiences had been right under my
nose without my having sensed it. And so, I began to learn about Holocaust
survivors and how their lives had been changed.
Of course, no one could have been unaware of the Holocaust, and I certainly
was not, but there is a vast difference between theoretical knowing and
emotional knowledge. I wanted to know what the Holocaust had done to at
least some people and what cost they had paid.
In the beginning, I thought I might be able to find the answers to my
questions by reading books about the Holocaust, but the first book I read
convinced me that I was on the wrong track. In that book, whose name I no
longer remember, I read that Polish Jews were given yellow stars and ordered
to wear them. I mentioned this to a cab driver when I was going home. I've
always found that the world cooperates with you when you have found the
right subject, and it cooperated with me in the form of this taxi driver who
had himself been a Holocaust survivor. He told me that yellow stars were
not handed out by the Nazis; instead, Polish Jews were required to make their
own yellow stars and to wear them at all times. He told me a story about
his father who did not have enough yellow paper to make his own star, and so
he took some pink paper and colored it in with yellow ink. Shortly
thereafter, he was walking in the rain and the yellow ink was washed away
leaving the star once again pink. Within moments, he was shot by three
German soldiers. He was killed immediately.
I decided not to use secondary sources. If a book could be mistaken in such
a vital fact, such books were not reliable. Instead, I decided to interview
survivors, on the assumption that many of their memories would be distorted,
but such distortions would have arisen from actual experience, and would, as
a consequence, have a validity of their own.
The first major obstacle I encountered was the apparently unbreakable
reluctance of the survivor to speak of what had come before the Nazi invasion.
Although survivors would willingly recount in detail the horrors of what
came later, they were unwilling, and I came to think, unable to tell me what
their lives had been before the war began. What had been lost appeared to
be the most difficult thing of all. In the classic book, Massive Psychic
Trauma, Neiderland, himself a survivor, stated that Holocaust survivors
were, in fact, incapable of speaking about their lives before the Nazi
invasion changed their world. I found that this was almost impossible.
Because I wanted to show how much had been lost when the Nazis invaded, I
needed to be able to get survivors to reach back for those early experiences.
This required patience (I am not known for it), and almost Byzantine
approaches.
Many of the survivors were anxious to teach me about the Holocaust, in fact
about anything I wanted to know. They had an enormous desire to teach.
This may have begun because I was so young at the time. I began by asking
about stoves. This led to drawings of the European stoves in the old Polish
kitchens, and then it was possible to ask questions about the kitchen itself,
and finally the dining room, the living room and the bedroom. "What were
your parents' bedrooms like?" led, in time, to descriptions of those
parents and what had happened to them. It was not impossible to reach those
still-innocent times, but it was difficult. Most such memories were
recounted to me through floods of tears and it was clearly best if I myself
did not start to cry since the sight of my crying would only further upset
whoever was speaking. I had many sore throats in those days, all of them
brought on by straining my throat so that I would not begin to cry along
with my speakers.
Some writers are driven by a desire to prevent experience from being lost by
the passage of time. I am one of them, and I became obsessed by trying to
preserve what these survivors had lost and what they had experienced or
learned. I began questioning people about everything: the furniture they
remembered, the stories they read, the relationships between members of the
family. To my surprise, fable-like elements introduced themselves as I was
writing the final book: fables that might have been told to me by the
survivors, dreams I invented for them when a realistic narrative proved too
confining for the experience I was attempting to delineate. I realized that
I was, in fact, describing what survivors saw as the murder of a world, the
world as the survivors had once known it. To make this even more evident
than it was, I created incidents which could not have happened, so that,
after Anya is saved by the Russians, she decides to go back to her beloved
Warsaw, something which could not, in reality, have happened. But by going,
she learns the full measure of what huge gaps in life and in reality have
been erased, obliterated by the Holocaust. For Anya the character, as well
as the reader, it was important to begin to come to grips with and make
clear the enormity of what had been destroyed.
I always ask myself if what I have written has changed me. Certainly, Anya
did. I became far more pessimistic than I had been when I began. My life
before beginning work on Anya had been the safe American life of the family
that reaches the suburbs by the second generation. I had never known
radical evil or encountered it, although such evil had somehow begun to burn
through the fog of my innocence and there it had begun to shimmer. It was
not possible to avoid comments made by family friends, to avoid The Diary of
Anne Frank, which we were taken to see in play form in high school. I
suppose I knew more than I believed I did even then, but what I sensed was
too frightening to confront. When I came to know a survivor about whom I
cared, my fear was replaced by an obsessive need to know the truth about
what I and many around me had carefully obscured.
Anya was my second novel. I was still very naive. I had yet to hear
of the "curse" of the second novel. Naturally reclusive, I had not been
told that it was impossible for someone who "had not been there" to write
about the Holocaust. At the time, I know I did not want to write about the
death camps like Auschwitz or Dachau. Instead, I chose to write about one
of the labor camps. Even so, labor camps turned out to be a death sentence
for most inmates. But I thought a labor camp would be less incomprehensible
than a death camp, or at least I hoped it would. I sometimes believeI
do believethat you can know only as much as what you are willing to
know. There are some things you can know only if others are willing to
tell you what they have learned. I will forever owe a debt to the survivors
who were brave and generous enough to speak to me of their experiences.
When one man thanked me for having caused him to remember and give back his
past and the days of his childhood spent with his family, I felt I had,
perhaps, not done as badly as I might have thought.
Discussion Questions
- Many people argue that the Holocaust is not a subject for a work of
fiction, and argue that the "unmentionable" should not, in fact, be
mentioned. Are the two imperatives often invoked to deal with the
Holocaustthe first, Never forget, and the second, Do not allow the
Holocaust to be portrayed in fictionmutually exclusive? With which do
you agree? Discuss.
- Susan Fromberg Schaeffer has said that she had to defend the opening
sections of Anya in which she describes Anya's life before the Nazis
invade and she and her family are taken to the ghetto. Why did Schaeffer
chose to begin the story of Anya's life with what happened to her before the
Nazis disrupted her life?
- Why does Anya's story continue past her safe relocation in the United
States? Why did Schaeffer decide to do this?
- It is often assumed that a novel like Anya should teach moral
lessons or say something didactic about human nature. Does Susan Fromberg
Schaeffer attempt to do either of these things in Anya, and if she
does not, why not?
- Anya herself survives partly through incredible luck and partly through
her own character. Does her good luck appear incredible or credible to you?
- Survivors themselves have often said that those who lived through the
camps were not always the best of the people who did survive. Into which
groupthe "good" people or the "unscrupulous" peopledo you think
Anya falls? In a world as extreme as that of the camps, a world which put
pressures on inmates that other people are unlikely to ever discover, is it
in fact necessary to redefine moral terms such as "good," "bad,"
"scrupulous" and "unscrupulous?
- Anya is the narrator of her story. Do you believe she is telling the
truth at all times? Why?
- Once Anya is safe in the United States, does she feel that her new and
safe life leaves something to be desired and that she has lost something she
experienced during wartime that she finds hard to give up? What Anya
underwent brought inevitable and obvious losses. Are there other, less
obvious losses more difficult to discover?
- In what way is Anya's character changed by her wartime experiences?
- Anya never forgets Ninka, the child she has to leave behind in the
ghetto. Do you think Anya would have survived had she not been so determined
to find her daughter?
- Anya begins and ends with Anya's dreams of her parents. Is it true to
say that, at least in one essential sense, Anya never truly loses her
parents?
- Anya originally intends to become a medical doctor, but it is Rachel
who reaches that goal. Is there anything to be learned by the fates of
these two friends?
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